Society : Diary Of A Battered Wife

DIARY OF A BATTERED WIFE........



Today he hit me again,it wasn't like yesterday or the other days,this time I think I have broken a rib,I am coughing out
blood,I can't move a muscle and he is still hitting me,he kicked my belly again, ooooh I think I am dying,I can't breathe,everywhere is dark,it's peaceful,I don't feel anymore pain,it's quiet here......
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Someone is touching me, where am I? Judgement day?
Everyone here is wearing white? I see medical equipments,do they use that in heaven? My head hurts like hell,  not that I know what hell feels like though. But where am I?............. I think the man in white is talking to me, why can't I reply?
Oh my God!!!!! Am I dumb? Why can't I
respond? Why can't I talk? Why can't I move? Am I in a hospital? What happened? I feel sleepy maybe when I wake
up,I'll have answers. .....
I feel so tired,I'm in pains, I can't move. How did I get here?
 I remember when I started dating Paul,he used to be a very sweet guy every thing a woman wants in a man, well,
almost everything. Paul had(still has) a terrible temper,the first year he really controlled it but after then he changed, a
little mistake,  I got one or two slaps then he'll cry,beg and make me see reasons why it was my fault, then he'll buy me gifts,lots of gifts to make up.
                                     

 I remember the first time he hit me,I got a call from an old friend and we ended up
talking for over 30minutes,Paul demanded to know who called,I told him but he thought I was lying and he seized
my phone,I tried taking it from him,he descended on me and beat the living daylight out of me,he broke my sim and
threw the phone away. He said to me "I don't share what I have" He got me another phone(a better one) and a sim.
Paul spoilt me with gifts and destroyed my body and soul with his hands or belt.........
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I thought marriage will change him,
I thought if I stopped doing those things he hated,he will stop,  but every week he
had two new reasons to beat me, when I had a miscarriage,he bought me a car and promised to change,I cannot leave him because I don't know where to start from, God hates divorce and the society will mock me.
                                   

No one believed when I told them that Paul beats me because he is such a gentleman who will never hurt a fly,well I'm not a fly.
Like he said,sometimes I deserve to be beaten,because I have to be taught a lesson. 8years 2kids,I am still being taught a lesson. Two months ago he hit me with a kitchen
chair and it landed in my head,I had a fracture in my skull,he flew me abroad for treatment, and bought me a house. My friends called me stupid for thinking of leaving him,a lot of women will kill to be in my shoes.
I can't tell my family because Paul is the best in-law they ever had,I am on my own. Hmmmm,  life. .....
Here I am,  in the hospital, I can't talk or move any part of my body except my eyes, Paul did this to me because I told him that I was tired of being a house wife and I wanted to look for a job.
                                     

We'll,  I must have said one or two things out of anger, he pounced on me,he tried to strangle me,he hit me,kicked me,did all God knows what. Maybe I deserved it....
 I feel so tired, let me sleep again maybe the pains will go away or maybe I will wake up on judgment's day.

Uhhmmm, comments are welcomed on this.
Happy Sunday people!!